Monday, February 26, 2007

I'm pissed

Have it be known I am pissed. Why? For the stupid reasons that follow:

1. I'm tired and cranky.
1a. My boyfriend is tired and frustrated with most of the world. He tells me that I am one of the three people he wants to hang out with right now... everyone else has too many petty issues he doesn't want to deal with in more hour long counsel sessions/conversations. However, his frustration indirectly effects us. If he's in a bad mood then no matter how nice I am he just can't shape up and enjoy the time with me. Well he enjoys hanging out, but he isn't quite so fun to be around. Last night he felt bad about his attitude especially after having an awesome weekend together, and doesn't want to end it poorly... so SHAPE UP bucko!
2. This morning I printed out several powerpoint slides. Nursing requires a metric buttload of printing - so I got to the library nice and early this morning to take care of those things. I send my several powerpoints downstairs (b/c the upstairs printer wasn't working) and printed out a few other documents. When I got down there some other nursing majors were crowded around the printer. And naturally, a girl took my slides that I'd printed off first and made it off to class on time... I was late waiting for their frickin slides. And what else makes me pissed is the fact we had a 53 slide ppt and I made sure to print them out double sided with 4 slides each. (I wanted extra room to write). However, some ***** took mine, leaving me with 6 slides to a page... meaning I had to cram all my notes in looking all disorganized. I even asked the class as we moved onto that content, "Did anyone happen to pick up the slides with four to a page, instead of six? Because some one accidently took mine." Did student X speak up and give me mine back? Hell no. And to make me even more pissed this same student drunk called me Thursday night at 2:30am. I had even gone to bed early b/c I was exhausted! So I got a pleasant wake-up call from her! And has she apologized? HELL NO!!! This girl I have tried time and time again to go out of my way to be nice to her, but I'm getting to the point where I want to be a bitch right back to her. ARGH.
3. I now have to go to class. And I'll be late again b/c of this post.
4. I don't get to finish venting about why else I'm frustrated and pissed and cranky.
5. I'm chosing this attitude. Too often little pettie things upset me... and here I am doing just what my boyfriend is doing. Why????

1 comment:

AzuraBelle said...

Sometimes people just need to be angry. It's weird, but if you just take some extra time in your schedule (if you can) to sit back and feel the anger, it can actually help you to be rid of it...especially if you're just sitting in silence and thinking. :-)

Hope you feel better,
Miranda